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Cockroach - Confess?

posted by cockroach//蟑螂 at Tuesday, May 30, 2006 11:33 PM

Cockroach, a timid guy – image how he going to confess to someone he love.

Actually should be…

Cockroach: Em…Hi!
Girl: Hi!
Cockroach: Em…we know each other very long already right?
Girl: Yea
Cockroach: You know…I got a crush on you. I like you. Do you like me?Do you want to be my girlfriend?
Above is just my imagination and what I learn from drama series. But IT IS JUST IMAGINATION. Just take a look what will really happen during confess to a girl.

Cockroach: Hi!
Girl: Hi!
Cockroach: Em…we know each other very long already right?
Girl: Yea
Cockroach: Em…Em…I got something to ask you.
Girl: What thing?
Cockroach: Em…Em…Em…
Girl: Why are you stuttering?
Cockroach: Em…nothing. I got one question to ask you. Must answer honestly, okay?
Girl: Sure!
Cockroach: Em…Em…Have you eaten your dinner?

You see, cockroach don’t have that braveness. What happen last night was I dreamt that I confess to a girl. But when I wake up, I asked myself – will this ever happen to this super ugly and disgusting cockroach? Plus, I have a high tendency to end up asking other question like “Have you eaten?” “Have you bathed?” or maybe “How is your mother?”

Just a random thought, I am not getting any girlfriend yet. Studies and my baby (SGEduLab) are more important in my life.

Get well soon, sister!

posted by cockroach//蟑螂 at Sunday, May 28, 2006 4:38 PM

My younger sister had injured her hand on Friday in school during recess because of playing money bar. Sent to hospital, had operation [Yup, that serious] and see her lie on the bed, my eye were wetted by tears. First time, I don’t have to shout at her to ask her to sleep; first time, her room is so quite; first time, not able to teach her at night. See her lied on her bed, crying because her hand was still pain, I can’t take it anymore, turn to one side and my tears roll out of my eyes. She did a very great job; she is brave during the operation. She - made me proud.

Today she discharges from hospital, having a smile on her face even though she still surfer from pain. Now she is sleeping quietly, soundly.

Hope you get well soon, sister. I will wait in your room to teach you new topic very soon. Best wish. – From your super fierce brother, who every time teach you with a cane beside me.

Happy Birthday to myself.

posted by cockroach//蟑螂 at Thursday, May 25, 2006 11:03 PM

Happy birthday to cockroach. Now finally can watch NC16 movies.

Just an update

posted by cockroach//蟑螂 at Tuesday, May 16, 2006 1:49 AM

I have been busy recently, that’s why I have been missing in action in my blog.

I guess I will be back in action soon with photos, with new template, maybe with Podcast too! Don’t ask me do I have the time or not, doctor says need to do things I want to do.

I went to Genting over the last long weekends. Quite fun actually and manage to “update” myself, I had really opened my eyes, really. Maybe will post some photos soon, I think I will.

But for now, let you see some “rainbow” of my medicine:

Isn’t it colourful?

As cockroach knew it...

posted by cockroach//蟑螂 at Saturday, May 06, 2006 2:08 AM

I think I had done very badly for my English paper.

Marker: YongKian, you had waste a lot of my red ink for your composition……
Cockroach: Oh, don’t worry. Teacher’s Day I buy for you one whole bunch of red pen for you.

You know, I know, everyone knows it. I know, deep inside my heart, I had done very badly for my English paper. I must really do something to my English, especially my spelling. (During exam no Microsoft Word to Spell Check for me like what I had done for blogging)

I shouldn’t give up. I know a lot of people is trying their best t help me in my English. I won’t make them disappointed. Blogging – one of my ways to improve my English is helping me a lot. I hope it can continue thought.

Pray hard for my exams… don’t look at the past, look at the future – look what you will going to have.

‘Family War’

posted by cockroach//蟑螂 at Monday, May 01, 2006 10:00 PM

Tomorrow will be my English paper, yet there is so much trouble in my heart.

I and my parents are having ‘family war’.

Too many stuff happen recently, and I am busy preparing for my exams. I feel that my family don’t understand me, don’t understand what I need.

It all started today when I am revising my work and my mom came to my room.

Mom: Go to M1 shop and check can I get new phone or not. And help me see which phone is good, I want the latest phone. Can take photos, listen to music and etc.
Cockroach: But I am studying now.
Mom: Ask you to do little things also like that. Got time make website but no time to help me go down and check. Yesterday go and buy printer run so fast, now ask you to do little things also like that.

After a while…
Mom (to dad): You son, waste $100 plus on making website never discuss with us. Spend so much helping people for what? We help other people who help us. And you know what, you son follow his bad friend say June want to buy new clothes, like at home no clothes for him to wear like that. Haven’t start earning money already start spending money. Then ask him to check something say want study, got time make website no time to help me is it? (This time round, she start throwing my clothes everywhere.)

I don’t know why, my heart sink. I feel that she is not supporting me. I agree that I am in the wrong for not discussing with them of using my saving to pay for the hosting. But I just wanted to help people, did I do anything wrong?

Seri (who is not a bad friend but a very good friend with listening ears) suggest that I need a makeover, which I agree with it. I had spent a lot of time at home taking care of this house due to both parents are working. I had been taking care of the two devils for long, I need a break. I don’t have much clothes, most of them are given by other people. And some are what my dad used to wear. I just wanted to have a taste on how is it feel when I am wearing clothes that I brought myself. I didn’t ask much, I had my haircut at a house for just $2 while others went for over $10. I don’t look great while present myself in front of other people.

All I ask is a break, understanding, and give me a little bit of freedom.

I really want to shout our loud all my unhappiness. I need someone to talk to, but who? Tears starts to roll out from my eyes, I don’t want it to affect my studies. Did I do everything right in the first place? I started to ask myself again, did I make the right decision.


A guy who lives in a small island call “Singapore” where through his everyday life, he found that life isn’t perfect.

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