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"My life and Singapore aren't perfect"

Why?

posted by cockroach//蟑螂 at Saturday, September 23, 2006 12:30 AM

I have not been writing much this year due to my busy in my life.

Cockroach physically live in the world call earth but physiology live in the world called internet. In fact, I have more friends in the internet compared with the real world. And when there is a sudden change in the internet social life, I became helpless.

Today, I got to know that one of them suddenly quitted school and joined National Service. Today, Lizard acted quite weird just now in Instance Messenger. I do not know why, I sudden felt the world I used to belong started to be away from me. “What happened?” I asked myself. Is it because I am over acting like a person who talks a lot of rubbish or because I am already a person who I am not used to be?

I wish, I wish to return back to the older times where by I am a normal person, surfing website as my leisure, playing Neopets like a kid, a normal blogger who blog about his daily life and joke. A person in real life looks harmless and innocent.

Nowadays, I am busy with SGEduLab.com and my studies. SGEduLab currently undergoes changes and I am currently competing with others in my studies. I want to get promoted, get scholarship, to prove to others I can do it. I do not have much time with my friends in the internet. Is it because of lack of communication?

I really wish to go back to the world I used to belong, where I knew friends who taught and help me a lot in my life.

2 Comments:

At 11/11/2006 08:41:00 PM

human always feel lonely or lost at one point of time. Me too but somehow you will feel you are the happiest on earth at the other point. Point to point...all over again and again..

:) Gd luck pal 

Posted by beASt

 
At 11/13/2006 04:23:00 PM

You'll get through this rough patch! Cockroaches have been around since god knows when!! You will emerge a better and stronger character!

Just get on with life!

P/S: It's been long, how have you been my friend? 

Posted by moe

 

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